LuV HiM sO mUcH

dunno y but day by day i luv him so much,kena mandrem ke aku ni?the feelings totally diff from my previous bf..he made me realize that life is not about juz satisfying other peoples, but to satisfying ur own life..cherish the moments n life must go on..i was being myself when i was with him,i dont need to pretend to b others juz bcoz wanna make him like me..hope this luv will b forever bcoz i dont think i can handle one more frustration..b,luv u so much,mmmuuuaaahhh...


these few days, my life went on smoothly except when my stepmum keep demanding for smthing ridiculous!! i hate it when i'm not able to show that i dont like wut she did to me!!..dia ingat aku ni gaji juta2 kot,nak mcm2.. ada ke patot suh aku wat loan smata2 nak slsaikan sume htg2 yg dia buat so that my dad cuma byr duit umah je bln2?for sure la if i did that,dia akan wat htg2 lain plak..dia ingat aku kt sni mkn pasir je kot,xguna duit..lau cmni baik la i juz stay at home,waiting smone propose me n get married n buat anak byk2!!wuts the point i works 8 to 5 everyday if juz to slsaikan htg2 dia je n not able to spend my salary of my own..dia dh lupa kot aku ni htg ribu2 ngn ptptn,cik ya n mcm2 lg..penin la,xkeja pn penin,keja pn penin..thanx to my hubby n cuzzy 'maaje' coz ur willingness lend ur ears n gave me those advices..sigh