nAk kAwEn!!!!!!

td baca blog atul n suddenly aku rasa mcm nk kawen mlm ni gak!!gila ka apa aku ni tp bla baca how hepi she is wif her life as a mummy n wife,how i wish i was at her place,huhuhu..sound pathetic rite but it juz dat deep down inside my heart,i wanna get married..

ada hubby yg leh temankn tdo tiap2 mlm..mkn sama2 wpun aku pasti aku xkn masak tiap2 hari,hehe..how i wish he is my hubby(pak jie la ni,sigh2) but he's not..how i wish we can live our life together as a husband n wife but its impossible..how i wish we were together at clinic when the doc tell us that i'm pregnant,we celebrating the news,how i wish he was wif me always during my pregnancy period..

how i wish we have a baby,watching our kiddo everyday,watch their action,laughter n smiles..listen our kids calling us mama n papa,how hepi is it rite..how i wish when our baby crying in the middle of nite,both of us wake up,hugs n kiss our baby,console him,with lots of luv...how i wish during wekend we spend time together as a family,jalan2,makan2..how i wish for that...

but,that is in my stupid imaginary,my dream that i dunno whether will come true or not..but there's nothing wrong if we keep on imagine that rite?urrgghh..i hate the fact that i'm not able to let him go from my mind!!he juz there,watching me fall apart day by day n i juz luv him so much until there is no space for smone else in my heart...

mizz leen,u are such pathetic loser!!!!

wake up n move on plezz!!!

~MiZz LeEn~